Picking up and moving out Spring '05.

[therock1811]

Yeah you read right. I'm sick of living in fear, and sick as well of getting beat up by my brothers, both physically and mentally. They kick my butt every day and I don't feel safe at home anymore. So, I'm looking for a job here that I can support myself on, and getting the heck out. I don't really care where in town I live, as long as I'm not living with people who love to beat me down.

[Skywatch_NC]

Jeremy,

Haven't Mark, Mitchell and Andrew ever heard of brotherly love?

So very sorry Bro that they "rake you over the coals".

((((((((((HUGS))))))))))

Eric

[therock1811]

Nope. Apparently the concept has escaped them. It took until last night for me to say, I've HAD IT! And I don't regret saying it either. Because there's only so much one man can take, and I've taken all I care to. GEEZ...apparently the Christmas spirit is also missing at my house, even though it's all decorated.

[vbhoutex]

Jeremy, I hate to say it, but it seems to me you are making the right decision here. I wish I could be there to help with more than prayer. You are a very strong person who takes life and confronts it and knows what to do. You will do well. It is beyond me how "family" can treat you as they do(I am an only child though), especially with your Mom and Stepdad present. Unfortunately we sometimes have to make those tough decisions like yours and move on. I APPLAUD YOU FOR BEING PROACTIVE FOR YOU!!! Always remember, you are No. 1 and you must always look out for No. 1 first.

<<<<<<<<<HUGS>>>>>>>>>>>>

[CaptinCrunch]

Jeremy, I hate to say it, but it seems to me you are making the right decision here. I wish I could be there to help with more than prayer. You are a very strong person who takes life and confronts it and knows what to do. You will do well. It is beyond me how "family" can treat you as they do(I am an only child though), especially with your Mom and Stepdad present. Unfortunately we sometimes have to make those tough decisions like yours and move on. I APPLAUD YOU FOR BEING PROACTIVE FOR YOU!!! Always remember, you are No. 1 and you must always look out for No. 1 first.

<<<<<<<<<HUGS>>>>>>>>>>>>

Very well said, and I support you 110% Jeremy always do what is best for YOU!!!

[therock1811]

Thanks all. I know now that I have much support to back me up on all this. I had planned on telling my mother today. But that would basically ruin Christmas for her. So, I've decided to wait to do that until after the New Year. I don't want to hurt anyone emotionally, but at the same time, I know what I need to do.

BTW, everyone who has to deal with me today is gonna have to watch out. I only got about 4.5 hours sleep last night, and once I'm up for the day, thats it. So, I'm kind of cranky today.

Oh and one more thing. Last night, I went and did some of my Christmas shopping. Guess who was there. Yep...it was my ex and her mom. And they too support me on this. It was my ex who first gave me the strength to say I'd had it. Only one problem. You'll have to guess where I ran into them in the store, but I will say it's a place very few guys would want to go to unless shopping for their wife/girlfriend. Talk about embarrassment.