Songs I've been writing. NEW ONE. Exactly how I feel

[conestogo_flood]

Yes'm they suck. I only started a week ago, I already got 6 songs.

Some of them are personal.

But here goes... a few from my debut album. This weekend, a friend and I are going to attempt to write music for them.

You are fine.

chewing
the gum
that bled from
skewing
your reprographic
so stenographic
dying
all the sound
trying to gain ground

there is nothing wrong you
you are just lost
things will improve
just give it time

falling
off the cliff
makes as if
overdoing
the cellophane
you're on cocaine
overdosing
you did to much
the love you try to clutch

there is nothing wrong you
you are just lost
things will improve
just give it time

YOU ARE FINE!

speaking
the words that come
you keep from
drinking
when did it start
they all depart
fighting
the pain inside
you always tend to misguide

you are fine
just give it time
emotion
devotion climb

there is nothing wrong you
you are just lost
things will improve
just give it time

there is nothing wrong you
you are just lost
things will improve
just give it time

JUST GIVE IT TIME!

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I feel so lost

I FEEL SO LOST!

i've lost my heart
i've been taken apart

i've lost my kind
i've been forced to resign

MY LOVE FOR YOU!

i've lost my feeling
i've been at you stealing

i've lost my sight
i've been full of stage fright

WHY CAN'T I TALK TO YOU!

i've lost my hearing
i've been stuck with sneering

i've lost my taste
i've been feeling displaced

WHEN WILL YOU COME AGAIN!

Lost.
What I'm feeling.
Lost.
What I'm seeing.
Lost.
What I'm deceiving
Lost.
Lost.
LOST!

It's multiplying.
Numbers are growing.
Their not acquainting.
Going down the drain.
Everything they feel.

THEIR LOST!
I'M LOST!
WE'RE LOST!
YOU'RE LOST!
EVERYONE!
EVERYONE!
EVERYONE!
IS LOST!

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I'm Smoking

im smoking
what do you have to say
im smoking
am i putting you in the way

im bored
i think i'll light up a cigarette
don't you hate it
it makes the world upset
does the wind blow the smoke in your face?
who cares if it does
second hand smoke is not laced
SO GET OVER IT!

im smoking
what do you have to say
im smoking
am i putting you in the way
no, no i'm not.
IM JUST SMOKING!

so its my third
tastes so great
what are you looking at
go tell everyone in the state
it can be light
it can be regular
it can be menthol
or king sized flavour!
IM JUST SMOKING!


im smoking
what do you have to say
im smoking
am i putting you in the way
no, no i'm not.
IM JUST SMOKING!
I TOLD YOU... IM JUST SMOKING!

light a smoke
then inhale
take a toke
let me get a pale!


im smoking
what do you have to say
im smoking
am i putting you in the way
no, no i'm not.
IM JUST SMOKING!
F*CK! IT'S JUST A CIGARETTE

IM SMOKING!
IM SMOKING!
IM SMOKING!

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Hope would marry me if I wasn't gay

well i know this chick
shes quite okay, besties to say
there is one thing about her

HOPE WOULD MARRY ME IF I WASN'T GAY!

she told me herself
how did i react
i laughed it off

HOPE WOULD MARRY ME IF I WASN'T GAY!

when i went home
i fell into her drone
i started contemplating

HOPE WOULD MARRY ME IF I WASN'T GAY!

by contemplating
i mean questioning
my sexuality i mean

HOPE WOULD MARRY ME IF I WASN'T GAY!

i had a dream
it was me and hope
living together

HOPE WOULD MARRY ME IF I WASN'T GAY!

why would i do that
i dont know!
its not the real me

HOPE WOULD MARRY ME IF I WASN'T GAY!

im stuck with gay
i'll keep my jay
happily ever after

HOPE WOULD MARRY ME IF I WASN'T GAY!

whats that hope?!
you'd marry me?

WELL EVERYONE GUESS WHAT!
HOPE WOULD MARRY ME IF I WASN'T GAY!
YES SHE WOULD!
BUT IM GAY!
SO SHE CAN'T!

HOPE WOULD MARRY ME IF I WASN'T GAY!

she told her mom too....

[TexasStooge]

Not bad at all!

Keep up the good work!

[tropicana]

You got a talent. You have shown it time and again..and it shows in your writings. You do seem to have a good sense of who you are, its all in how you apply yourself to the things you love..and in the patience for the things that you don't love. Because in life, there are a lot of things you come across that you won't like, but there are also lots of things that you will come across that will make it all worthwhile.

Continue the skilful writing ability!

-justin-

[wxmann_91]

Great stuff...

[HurricaneGirl]

Nice lyrics ! Do you have written for them as well?

[conestogo_flood]

No, not music yet. I still need to get together with my band this weekend.

[conestogo_flood]

My latest song, the curse words have been censored...

On the Brink

remind me of lives that i've lived
reincartion of money
rendevous of the past revived
realize the outflow bell foundary

decimation the uncoated
defeatism up in your mind
democrat the one you voted
depression the voice too maligned

yearning to reach the targeted
yankee the one from the north state
yesterday the drug infrared
yes the one at the threshold gate

nasdaq are you a shareholder
natural disaster the mean lady
nymphomaniac sexual
nuclear explosion single stitch

survived the only war you see
surnamed surviving little gun
salary you wait deposit
sedition government m1

what am i trying to say
the one you left out to die
filled in her coffin alive
dying alone inside herself
i thought it was the man we sing

veteran gong the one you play
vehicular homicide news
vitriol acid alpla ray
voracious detonating fuse

what am i trying to say
the one you left out to die
filled in her coffin alive
dying alone inside herself
i thought it was the man we sing

on the brink
on the brink, man
on the brink
on the brink, man

open doors
closed windows
purple shores
your cocaine

fun to say
water fell
perfect day
acid spill

you're on the brink
you're on the brink, woman
you're on the brink
you're on the brink, woman

full of poop
lying eye
just admit
the wise guy

if you're on the brink
if you're on the brink, momma
if you're on the brink
if you're on the brink, momma

western gal
boot top high
rationale
fought versailles

them on the brink
them on the brink, poppa
them on the brink
them on the brink, poppa

easy bake
sky on fire
earth rotate
rolling tire

on the brink
you're on the brink
if you're on the brink
them on the brink

what brink?
little combine

[conestogo_flood]

I've spent my Sunday writing this song. The tune is hard to catch.


Airstriked Warship

brilliantinted flash of light across the skyline
long and wide
planes fly overhead and drop the bombs they wish
to use to kill
they run to shelter of the people
underground or kitchen table
shelter needed to protect the ones they love

will this grow or will it shrink
something resolved yes i dont think
airstriked warship lies on fire
militant cheers from the choir
this is earth not your desire
please stop this your causing crime around the world

will i see you ever again before this escalates
our land
fighting and dying the troops are out away from home
do they want to be there at all
or would they rather be at home with their wives
sons and daughters
different culture of the past their not the same
as us to pass

will this grow or will it shrink
something resolved yes i dont think
airstriked warship lies on fire
militant cheers from the choir
this is earth not your desire
please stop this your causing crime around the world

the life they want but cannot see
forced from war their made to flee
what will happen where will they go
will they see their land again
lives built memories made to see
remember me oh wont you please
all my friends and family will be so far from me
just to be with them again
i'd do anything yes i would man

will this grow or will it shrink
something resolved yes i dont think
airstriked warship lies on fire
militant cheers from the choir
this is earth not your desire
please stop this your causing crime around the world

missles flying overhead to targets seen by microchips
will it hit me will it not
i cannot tell i only pray it stays away the hell from here
constant battle constant flee
the times have changed but why not we
the people of this land we claimed are dying slowly
painfully
this endless war of life it seems
interveene oh wont you please
stop the fighting oh God please

helicopters all around they fly low with a bang of sound
from guns on either side
soldiers are down the street and air raid sirens ring
early warning
early warning
early warning

will this grow or will it shrink
please God just let them know wont you....

will this grow or will it shrink
something resolved yes i dont think
airstriked warship lies on fire
militant cheers from the choir
this is earth not your desire
please stop this your causing crime around the world

will this grow or will it shrink
something resolved yes i dont think
airstriked warship lies on fire
militant cheers from the choir
this is earth not your desire
please stop this your causing crime around the world [/list]

[conestogo_flood]

This one has a lot of swears in it, so it's gonna come up as censored words. It's how I feel right now.

Don't be sad, be happy

you are so f***ing emotionless
dont you have a god damned clue on how i feel
about you
you used me more than words can say
and expected me to just be okay
how could you have planned this huh?
you went ahead and made me do things
but all along waiting until tuesday
oh, so now im supposed to feel better

im not supposed to be sad, im supposed to be happy
those words you said to me
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy

im not f***ing sad, bastard
IM F***ING MAD
i just cant believe you smiled
and laughed
you went on like everything was okay
i just cant believe you, im in dismay
you never acted different all along
not even this weekend or yesterday
you went on as normal
but still felt like it was getting no where

im not supposed to be sad, im supposed to be happy
those words you said to me
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy

when did you realize this?
was it after i asked you how you felt about me
did it make you think, did it make you wonder
you still never said anything, or gave any signs
i just kept getting more feelings about you
how was it getting no where?
you want someone who will love you
what if i do love you, is it not that obvious
does it take the words to let you know
can you not understand what we did really meant?

im not supposed to be sad, im supposed to be happy
those words you said to me
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy

i did love you, and you just smacked me in the face
you did all along make it seem like some f***ing race
you said yes to someone else, but told me it was out
of annoyance
then you said i was first because i meant more
what meant more little whore?
am i supposed to feel better knowing i was broken up
with first

im not supposed to be sad, im supposed to be happy
those words you said to me
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy

if i didnt ask to talk to you, you wouldnt have broken
up with me
you would have gone on you said putting up with me
well gee thanks f*** head, i feel a whole lot better
now i know you never gave a f***ing damn about me
i guess i'll just feel better
yeah right. you havent got a clue
you also told me today was possibly the day
you werent once feeling blue

im not supposed to be sad, im supposed to be happy
those words you said to me
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy

just cant believe the words you said
im pretty sure your asleep in bed
you probably dont even think you hurt me bad
even though i walked away when we asked me
"what did i do"
you probably passed it off and are expecting me to call
you tomorrow, to see if you want to hang
guess what, i dont.
not until you appologize

im not supposed to be sad, im supposed to be happy
those words you said to me
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy

two words if i can say to you right now
YOU'RE EMOTIONLESS!
YOU'RE EMTIONLESS!
i just cant believe you did what you did do
like im going to be okay with this
you havent got a f***ing clue
im not going to sleep at all tonight
i'll lie in my bed, but i wont even shut my eyes
oh i shouldnt be said, i should be happy
thanks for the advice

im not supposed to be sad, im supposed to be happy
those words you said to me
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy
dont be sad, be happy

you even smiled and laughed in the process...