Hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday season and are getting geared up for 2005!
My trip to St. Louis over the Christmas weekend went well; however, the big "W" word is looming in the distance, starting Friday, Dec 31.
Vacations are great, BUT they have to end sometime. A week from Monday, I return to my Spring Semester of college.
I do feel kind of "blah" right now. Not necessarily depressed like I was when I started this thread about the strees leading up to the holidays and my vehicular fender-bender (which is being taken care of right now), but just a bit "empty".
If one rewinds to a year ago, I had a friend named Emily, who I still hadn't figured out if she liked me or not. It was stressful, but the kind of stress that made life exciting. Now, I just feel like I am "nothing"
. I have not talked to a girl around my age since Dec 19 at work, even longer than that while at school (Dec 13). I know, it sounds kind of silly, but... well, a person never knows when their time is up... I want to be able to enjoy the fruits of life, at least some of them.
