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[bfez1]

A Cup of Christmas Tea

The log was in the fireplace,
all spiced and set to burn.

At last, the yearly Christmas race
was in the clubhouse turn,
The cards were in the mail,
all the gifts beneath the tree,
And 30 days reprieve
'till VISA could catch up with me.

And though smug satisfaction
seemed the order of the day,
Something still was nagging me,
and would not go away.
A week before, I got a letter
from my old Great Aunt.
It read: "Of course, I'll understand
completely if you can't,
But if you find you have some time,
how wonderful if we
Could have a little chat
and share a cup of Christmas tea."


She'd had a mild stroke that year
which crippled her left side.
Though housebound now, my folks had said
it hadn't hurt her pride.
They said: "She'd love to see you.
What a nice thing it would be
For you to go and maybe
have a cup of Christmas tea."

But boy! I didn't want to go!
Oh, what a bitter pill
To see an old relation
and how far she'd gone downhill.
I remembered her as vigorous,
as funny and as bright.
I remembered Christmas Eves
when she regaled us half the night.
I didn't want to risk all that.
I didn't want the pain.


I didn't need to be depressed.
I didn't need the strain.
And what about my brother?
Why not him? She's his Aunt, too!
I thought I had it justified,
but then before I knew,


The reasons not to go
I so painstakingly had built
Were cracking wide and crumbling
in an acid rain of guilt.

I put on boots and gloves and cap,
shame stinging every pore,
And armed with squeegee, sand and map,
I went out my front door.

I drove in from the suburbs
to the older part of town.
The pastels of the newer homes
gave way to gray and brown.

I had that disembodied feeling
as the car pulled up
And stopped beside the wooden house
that held the Christmas cup.
How I got up to the door;
I really couldn't tell...

I watched my hand rise up
and press the button of the bell.

I waited,
aided by my nervous rocking to and fro,
And just as I was thinking
I should turn around and go,
I heard the rattle of the china
in the hutch against the wall.
The triple beat of two feet and a crutch
came down the hall.

The clicking of the door latch
and the sliding of the bolt,
And a little swollen struggle
popped it open with a jolt.

She stood there, pale and tiny,
looking fragile as an egg,,,
I forced myself from staring at the brace
that held her leg.
And though her thick bifocals
seemed to crack and spread her eyes,
Their milky and refracted depths
lit up with young surprise.

"Come in! Come in!" She laughed the words.
She took me by the hand,
And all my fears dissolved away,
as if by her command.
We went inside, and then,
before I knew how to react,
Before my eyes and ears and nose
was Christmas past...alive...intact:

The scent of candied oranges,
of cinnamon and pine
The antique wooden soldiers
in their military line;

The porcelain Nativity
I'd always loved so much...
The Dresden and the crystal
I'd been told I mustn't touch...

My spirit fairly bolted,
like a child out of class
And danced among the ornaments
of calico and glass.
Like magic, I was six again,
deep in a Christmas spell,
Steeped in the million memories
the boy inside knew well.

And here, among old Christmas cards,
so lovingly displayed,
A special place of honor
for the ones we kids had made.

And there, beside her rocking chair;
the center of it all...
My Great Aunt stood and said
how nice it was I'd come to call.

I sat... and rattled on about...
the weather and the flu.
She listened very patiently,
then smiled and said, "What's new?"
Thoughts and words began to flow.
I started making sense.
I lost the phoney breeziness
I use when I get tense.
She was still passionately interested
in everything I did.
She was positive. Encouraging.
Like when I was a kid.

Simple generalities
still sent her into fits.
She demanded the specifics.
The particulars. The bits.
We talked about the limitations
that she'd had to face.
She spoke with utter candor;
and with humor and good grace.

Then, defying the reality
of crutch and straightened knee,
On wings of hospitality,
she flew to brew the tea.

I sat alone with feelings
that I hadn't felt in years,
I looked around at Christmas
through a thick, hot blur of tears.
And the candles and the holly
she'd arranged on every shelf...
The impossibly good cookies
she still somehow baked herself...

But these rich, tactile memories
became quite pale and thin
When measured by the Christmas
my Great Aunt kept deep within.
Her body halved and nearly spent,
but my Great Aunt was whole.
I saw a Christmas miracle...
the triumph of a soul.

The triple beat of two feet and a crutch
came down the hall.
The rattle of the china
in the hutch against the wall.
She poured two cups. She smiled,
and then she handed one to me,

And then, we settled back
and had a cup of Christmas tea.

By: Tom Hegg

[brunota2003]

wow...

[Stephanie]

Thank you for sharing! How beautiful!

[JonathanBelles]

awww...

[tropicana]

The simple things in life perhaps mean the most , to those around us.
And the simple things actually do turn out to be the most important things in life too.
Cherishing your loved ones, and taking the time to spend with others not as fortunate... really is what the Christmas spirit is all about.

Plus the time spent with others and the love of family and friends are the most lasting of things that you can give to someone anyway.

thanks for posting that bfez.

[Rainband]

Beautiful. Thanks Bon Bon

[Cookiely]

God meant for you to post that for me. My mama wanted to visit several people and I was dreading it frankly, but I was going to do it for her. I just don't have the physical or emotional resources to deal with EXTRA obilgations this season. I have to have faith that God will help me have the strength. The poem made me realize I should open my mind and heart and anticipate a good time instead of feeling like they are vampires draining my life force.