
It was worse when I was actually in the dream. I can't recall everything from it -- I just remember being scared and worried about what was going on one minute, rushing ,...then the dream jumped to where I was at my computer, attempting to contact everyone.
I didn't eat spicy food last night. I didn't watch a scary movie or fall asleep with the news on. I wasn't worried or stressed when I went to sleep. So I don't know the meaning of the dream. I know sometimes literal meanings of dreams differ from the figurative meanings, so I don't know what to make of this. It's kind of obvious what I could have been dreaming about (9/11), but I'm not sure why last night. I do recall dreaming about a plane, heading straight down, nose first, into the White House, when I was much younger. Then, when Challenger exploded, I chalked it up to being a strange premonition about that -- sure it wasn't a plane and it wasn't the White House, but it was a white craft with wings and it was government, not civilian. Then, when I saw Independence Day, I remember the scene where the White House was destroyed and thinking to myself, "Wow, the was weird...just like my dream, but without a plane."
As I typed that it just hit me -- July 4th is two days away. Maybe, in the back of my mind, I'm worried about something happening - not necessarily the same way 9/11 did, but something. Even though, I'm don't feel worried or bothered, maybe it's still there -- a combination of fear, preparation, anger, awareness. I don't know. I just wanted to share and vent.
Thanks for listening.
