Roller coaster of a month...Update 2/4 9:10PM

azsnowman · #41 Postby **azsnowman** » Mon Jan 08, 2007 6:54 pm

You have my best Jeremy....your grandpa is at peace now.

#42 Postby **DaylilyDawn** » Mon Jan 08, 2007 7:21 pm

((((((Jeremy)))))) Remember the good times you had with your grandparents and they will be with you forever , in your heart.
I still miss my grandfather at Christmastime because he made Christmas fun for me as a kid and I was a young adult when he passed away in the mid 1980's. It has been over 20 years since he has gone and I still remember him very well and with fond memories of the times we shared. One memory stands out about making homemade ice cream with the ice cream churn and he gave me a piece of the rock salt he was using to freeze the cream.

Rainband · #43 Postby **Rainband** » Mon Jan 08, 2007 8:01 pm

Jeremy, You and your family are in my Prayers. Just remeber he is at peace now. ((((HUGS)))

#44 Postby **Stephanie** » Mon Jan 08, 2007 9:00 pm

I'm so sorry Jeremy! He knows how much he was loved by his family and he is in a better place now. My prayers go out to all of you!

#45 Postby **vbhoutex** » Mon Jan 08, 2007 10:26 pm

Jeremy, you indeed have had a VERY ROUGH beginning to 2007. As Steve said, we are all here for you. I so wish I could drive right up there and help you!!! Know that you and the rest of your family are even more in my prayers than normal. May God's Peace and Grace surround you.

therock1811 · #46 Postby **therock1811** » Mon Jan 08, 2007 10:27 pm

He is at peace. I have to keep saying that to remind myself. But at the same time, it feels like I am an empty body. It's like my entire soul is gone...every emotion I ever had. And this just as someone else's emotions start coming back...but that's another story, for happier days. A part of his legacy will live on as long as I do though...my middle name came from his first. He will live on in me. Thanks everyone.

#47 Postby **jasons2k** » Tue Jan 09, 2007 10:54 am

Jeremy, prayers for you & family from Texas.

isobar · #48 Postby **isobar** » Tue Jan 09, 2007 1:28 pm

So sorry about your grandfather, Jeremy, and all the other things that have been going on. Hang in there. We care about you and are praying for you and your family.

Kim_in_MN · #49 Postby **Kim_in_MN** » Tue Jan 09, 2007 6:22 pm

Jeremy:

I am sorry to hear about your grandfather. Prayers going out to you and your family.

Kim

tropicana · #50 Postby **tropicana** » Tue Jan 09, 2007 8:18 pm

sorry to hear the news

-justin-

therock1811 · #51 Postby **therock1811** » Tue Jan 09, 2007 9:29 pm

I'm doing all I can. Been through several periods of emotional collapse in the last 12-24 hours. Still won't fully recover for a while. Thanks again.

Dee Bee · #52 Postby **Dee Bee** » Tue Jan 09, 2007 11:02 pm

My sincere prayers for comfort and strength, Jeremy.

therock1811 · #53 Postby **therock1811** » Thu Jan 11, 2007 3:25 pm

I found his guestbook on Legacy.com this afternoon. Please take the time to sign it.

http://www.legacy.com/Hamilton/GB/Guest ... d=85909375

Also, his and my grandma's ashes will be scattered in May. That's going to be a private thing though. I am going down there, whatever I have to do to do that.

therock1811 · #54 Postby **therock1811** » Sun Jan 14, 2007 2:54 pm

It's been one week since he passed. I can hardly believe it. 8 days ago he was full of life...he'd just come home from the hospital from the lung scare. I know now that he won't suffer anymore. He's with my grandma now...that's all that matters to me.

#55 Postby **DaylilyDawn** » Sun Jan 14, 2007 4:41 pm

Jeremy, if you need to talk , remember we are here for you. (((((Jeremy)))))

therock1811 · #56 Postby **therock1811** » Wed Jan 17, 2007 4:16 pm

This is from my myspace blog. Fairly short, to the point...and describes, accurately, where I am at this point.

4:03 PM - Still on the edge...

Things are still kinda touch-and-go for me mentally. I'm not even sure how much I can withstand at the moment. I don't know what to think. Life has taken hard turns and it seems like every day closer to February 5 is another day closer to the one word I do not want to hear. In fact it is that way. At some point I think I'm going to have to have myself admitted for psychiatric treatment after all this is over. I can't go on living this way. I have the referral put in by my urologist it's just I don't know where that is actually filed at. As Nick Lachey puts it in his hit song "I Can't Hate You Anymore", "There's only so many tears that you can cry, before it drains the life right from your eyes/And I can't go on that way". That's me this afternoon. Honestly, I feel like I have no life left in me. Nothing at all. What makes it worse is that I know there's friends out there that are hurting, suffering and I can't do anything...I'm powerless, I'm only a man. I'm only ONE man.

#57 Postby **angelwing** » Wed Jan 17, 2007 4:50 pm

Jeremy, I am praying for you

Mary

#58 Postby **DaylilyDawn** » Wed Jan 17, 2007 5:24 pm

(((((Jeremy))))) It will be getting better soon . Just keep taking one day at a time. The Lord will only give us what we can handle. If you need to talk, we are here for you.

therock1811 · #59 Postby **therock1811** » Thu Jan 18, 2007 6:12 pm

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE! I halfway wish I was DEAD...I've been broken again and I can't stand it! Basically, despite myself not trying, I fell for Krista...and I was told by her that there was a chance. Well now she's with someone else...no it's not her fault, it's mine, I shouldn't have pushed her to tell me about it because she didn't want to...I'm wishing I was gone...

cajungal · #60 Postby **cajungal** » Thu Jan 18, 2007 7:05 pm

Please don't say that you wish you were dead. There a lot of people who love you and care about you. I been through the battle of depression. I am bipolar and sunk so deep into depression that I made suicide attempts. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. It will get better. Please talk to someone and there are lots of medications out there that can help. I know I don't know you any further than this message board, but here if you need to talk.

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