
The apartment still looks like a bomb hit it.. All the carpet is ripped up. The pot that started the fire is still sitting on the burner it was on

The cabinets are covered in soot..


My Jessica Lynch book is GONE.. and it's not in my bedroom

My telephone which was a 21st birthday gift is MIA {I bet the room-mate who started the fire is hiding it..}
It really hurts to just be up there... Please guys help me through this because I can't do it alone

I have already asked my therapist to help and my mom's therapist is going to try to help me too.. {She has 1 in the rehab center where she is}
Feeling scared..
