1st.. My room-mate has left the building.. THANK GOD.. She apparently left on her own earlier today.
2nd. I still don't think Mom gets it..
I had a bad nightmare just last night and even though I feel safe here in my neighbors place.. my eyes are playing tricks on me. Everytime I look over by their stove.. I see FLAMES {Of course they aren't really there lol but it still hurts that my eyes are playing tricks on me like that}..
Mom doesn't seem to understand why I am having the nightmares or the games with my eyes..
I again ask for you guys to help me through this as I heal. The carpet will be replaced starting Monday {right now there is just bare floor}.. and I've been told maybe in as early as a week.. I may be able to go back up there..
My Jessica Lynch book was FOUND..
The only "damage" it suffered was that is was covered in soot. My telephone was probably destroyed because it was right under 1 of the sprinkler heads..
Though I must say this.. That woman {my ex room-mate} didn't even say thank you because I saved her life and that still hurts me quite bad
I know I am a hero for what I did.. I just wish I could have heard it from that ungrateful woman even though I heard it out the ying yang from everybody else..