Anyway.. Here's the lesson I learned..
Remember last week, when I told you I felt cheated {and so did 90 percent of the store practically lol} when another cart pusher got that special award..
Well.. I was talking to 1 of our Csm's today.. and suddenly.. an explosive, but good {for me} outburst came to mind..
So.. at the conclusion of our discussion.. I simply just stated.. "I am #1.. The top dog, the 1 that keeps order in the parking lot.. and {ya might be proud of me for this part}.. I do NOT NEED SOME STUPID AWARD TO LET ME KNOW HOW WELL I DO MY JOB.. BECAUSE I KNOW YOU GUYS KNOW HOW WELL I DO IT!"
Now.. as long as I can keep telling myself that.. I'll be OK..

{btw: They finally have another candidate for the pharmacy stocker job so maybe interviews will actually come soon lol}