Man jumps off the Empire State Building

[yoda]

Matt. Come on please man dont think like that. I dont have to come on the board one day seeing a post in the prayer thread here in the off topic asking us to pray for your family after you do something like that. Please dont matt. Your a great AIM Buddy and friend and i would hate to lose you.

I wasn't asking for anyone to pray for my family... that was for someone else. Ack, KC... I don't know how to put this. Look, I understand what everyone here on this board and my friends and others are saying. And yes, I know how much pain it causes. My ex-gf and extremely best friend nearly took her life back in August of 2002, in which at that time I did not know she was doing that. Needless to say, we both have each other to rely on now.

KC, yes, it is a struggle. But its not like everyday. What I meant was that yes, it is in the back of my mind. But only a few times (I call them "episodes") do I ever really fight with myself over what I am still doing here. Now is NOT one of those times.

As I said KC, I am seeing a new pysch on Monday... one that I hope can help me out. After doing some of my own research, and with help of a few on the board, I THINK I have RCBPD. We will have to wait and see what occurs Monday Afternoon.

[Wnghs2007]

Matt. Come on please man dont think like that. I dont have to come on the board one day seeing a post in the prayer thread here in the off topic asking us to pray for your family after you do something like that. Please dont matt. Your a great AIM Buddy and friend and i would hate to lose you.

I wasn't asking for anyone to pray for my family... that was for someone else. .

I was saying if you ever killed yourself. It would be in the prayer warrior thread. Someone would be asking people to pray for your family so that they could get over the tradgedy. I DONT want to see that yoda. And Im glad you are going to get help. JUST DONT EVER DO IT, Please.

[yoda]

Matt. Come on please man dont think like that. I dont have to come on the board one day seeing a post in the prayer thread here in the off topic asking us to pray for your family after you do something like that. Please dont matt. Your a great AIM Buddy and friend and i would hate to lose you.

I wasn't asking for anyone to pray for my family... that was for someone else. .

I was saying if you ever killed yourself. It would be in the prayer warrior thread. Someone would be asking people to pray for your family so that they could get over the tradgedy. I DONT want to see that yoda. And Im glad you are going to get help. JUST DONT EVER DO IT, Please.

To put this bluntly and in straight terms:

I try not to.

[Wnghs2007]

Matt. Come on please man dont think like that. I dont have to come on the board one day seeing a post in the prayer thread here in the off topic asking us to pray for your family after you do something like that. Please dont matt. Your a great AIM Buddy and friend and i would hate to lose you.

I wasn't asking for anyone to pray for my family... that was for someone else. .

I was saying if you ever killed yourself. It would be in the prayer warrior thread. Someone would be asking people to pray for your family so that they could get over the tradgedy. I DONT want to see that yoda. And Im glad you are going to get help. JUST DONT EVER DO IT, Please.

To put this bluntly and in straight terms:

I try not to.

Do your best thanks yoda

[yoda]

Matt. Come on please man dont think like that. I dont have to come on the board one day seeing a post in the prayer thread here in the off topic asking us to pray for your family after you do something like that. Please dont matt. Your a great AIM Buddy and friend and i would hate to lose you.

I wasn't asking for anyone to pray for my family... that was for someone else. .

I was saying if you ever killed yourself. It would be in the prayer warrior thread. Someone would be asking people to pray for your family so that they could get over the tradgedy. I DONT want to see that yoda. And Im glad you are going to get help. JUST DONT EVER DO IT, Please.

To put this bluntly and in straight terms:

I try not to.

Do your best thanks yoda

I try.

[Wnghs2007]

Matt. Come on please man dont think like that. I dont have to come on the board one day seeing a post in the prayer thread here in the off topic asking us to pray for your family after you do something like that. Please dont matt. Your a great AIM Buddy and friend and i would hate to lose you.

I wasn't asking for anyone to pray for my family... that was for someone else. .

I was saying if you ever killed yourself. It would be in the prayer warrior thread. Someone would be asking people to pray for your family so that they could get over the tradgedy. I DONT want to see that yoda. And Im glad you are going to get help. JUST DONT EVER DO IT, Please.

To put this bluntly and in straight terms:

I try not to.

Do your best thanks yoda

I try.

And Im glad to do. Ok This is just going to keep going back in here. Back and forth Cancel.

[Skywatch_NC]

((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))) I love you Wxbuds!

I pray and hope your appointment goes well, Matt.

Eric

[Wnghs2007]

((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))) I love you Wxbuds!

I pray and hope your appointment goes well, Matt.

Eric

(((((HUGS)))) Back at you man. Love ya too

[yoda]

((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))) I love you Wxbuds!

I pray and hope your appointment goes well, Matt.

Eric

Oh, don't worry about the appt Eric. That will be fine. The only thing I am afraid of is having to go back through and discuss with this pysch exacly what is wrong.

[Wnghs2007]

((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))) I love you Wxbuds!

I pray and hope your appointment goes well, Matt.

Eric

Oh, don't worry about the appt Eric. That will be fine. The only thing I am afraid of is having to go back through and discuss with this pysch exacly what is wrong.

Thats what there, there for Matt. They need to know what is going on. They are understandinga and compassionate and should be, because people need a helping and compassionate friend.

[yoda]

Thats what there, there for Matt. They need to know what is going on. They are understandinga and compassionate and should be, because people need a helping and compassionate friend.

True KC. But I have completely put a defense shield around that. It will take a lot of prodding to break it. It also doesn't help that when I have an episode, I completely isolate myself from everyone...

We will see. Back in February and March, when I see the school pysch, I was in tears each time cause she had me describe what I was going through and why I decided to try suicide.

[Wnghs2007]

Thats what there, there for Matt. They need to know what is going on. They are understandinga and compassionate and should be, because people need a helping and compassionate friend.

True KC. But I have completely put a defense shield around that. It will take a lot of prodding to break it. It also doesn't help that when I have an episode, I completely isolate myself from everyone...

We will see. Back in February and March, when I see the school pysch, I was in tears each time cause she had me describe what I was going through and why I decided to try suicide.

Well its good to let out your inside energy. It usually helps to relieve the pressure. Even if its a little tiny bit.

[yoda]

Thats what there, there for Matt. They need to know what is going on. They are understandinga and compassionate and should be, because people need a helping and compassionate friend.

True KC. But I have completely put a defense shield around that. It will take a lot of prodding to break it. It also doesn't help that when I have an episode, I completely isolate myself from everyone...

We will see. Back in February and March, when I see the school pysch, I was in tears each time cause she had me describe what I was going through and why I decided to try suicide.

Well its good to let out your inside energy. It usually helps to relieve the pressure. Even if its a little tiny bit.

Yes it is... but for me its kind of hard. I block every attempt for it, and when the "dam" breaks... it all comes apart in an emotional breakdown. Havn't had one of those in about two months thankfully...

[Wnghs2007]

Thats what there, there for Matt. They need to know what is going on. They are understandinga and compassionate and should be, because people need a helping and compassionate friend.

True KC. But I have completely put a defense shield around that. It will take a lot of prodding to break it. It also doesn't help that when I have an episode, I completely isolate myself from everyone...

We will see. Back in February and March, when I see the school pysch, I was in tears each time cause she had me describe what I was going through and why I decided to try suicide.

Well its good to let out your inside energy. It usually helps to relieve the pressure. Even if its a little tiny bit.

Yes it is... but for me its kind of hard. I block every attempt for it, and when the "dam" breaks... it all comes apart in an emotional breakdown. Havn't had one of those in about two months thankfully...

Well I pray for the best man.

[yoda]

Well I pray for the best man.

Thanks...

[Wnghs2007]

Well I pray for the best man.

Thanks...

Your welcome

[yoda]

Well I pray for the best man.

Thanks...

Your welcome

I pray all goes well as well... I just am not looking forward to it, even though its something I must do.

[Wnghs2007]

Well I pray for the best man.

Thanks...

Your welcome

I pray all goes well as well... I just am not looking forward to it, even though its something I must do.

I pray that god comes down and touches you and helps you through your troubled times. Because In god one will find all paths to whatever ones contients guide. Amen.

[TexasStooge]

So sad!!